Before I Leave
A poem inspired by a song lyric, “Before I Leave” is a short poem of only twelve lines that explores the harrowing themes of addiction, self-harm, and suicide. Originally written in November of 2020.
Only one more picture before I leave.
Make sure it’s good, it’s the last you’ll see.
You all have fun, but parties aren’t my thing.
I’d rather be at home, alone while I drink.
No, I think I’ll stay sober, but my wrists will bleed.
Fucking withdrawal makes me cut deep.
Everybody at the party knew I was weak.
You guys were concerned, but didn’t know what to think.
Everybody knows, no one wants to believe.
Tonight is the last night I will breathe.
Next time we meet, you’ll put roses at my feet.
No more parties, let me rest in peace.
-Graphite Everything
